that dark place

that dark place.........black on black on black and i dont mean lamborghini details. its like that "im angry at the world and i dont know why" black on black. how about you tell me? how do you create a revolution when you cannot articulate what it is that you believe in. i spoke earlier about that craziness. shit last semester at Parsons was dark. like id walk with this scary dark shadow that i knew walked with me. its the worst thing to be in your head. its actually the most dangerous. i'd put on my shades and see nothing else but my MM man. id sleep, wake up and completely immerse myself into this world in my head. kanye today posted about being 'tormented to create.' what do you do when thats all you know? so i know it isnt an aries thing. me and the boys would always disgust that line between believing in something that doesnt exist 100% and reality. that really thin line of craziness that you could slip into. with that you'll get a piece of this craziness inside that MM package of what ive discovered. its like that point of craziness where you ask yourself, your ego: Who am I and who is Whitney Michel. Who are we? yehh, i said we. try it/or dont. believe me, there is more to you than you. the person reading this, and the part that is taking this to heart. ughhhhhhhhhhhh. thank God i didnt get to painting the wall black. yeh, black sheets, no lights when it gets dark outside. that dark. the self-tormented state of existing