LET'S STOP THE BULL SH*T

CREATING YOUR OWN "GREAT LIFE" IS NOT EASY...SO LET'S CUT THE B.S. IF YOU ARE STILL LIVING IN YOUR MOTHER'S HOME AND YOUR AMBITION IS TO MAINTAIN AN AVERAGE JOB FOR THE NEXT FEW YEARS HOPING FOR A RAISE, THEN CHANCES ARE THAT YOUR LIFE IS EASY. MAKING SURE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND HAVING TO FIND A WAY TO DO IT ABSOLUTELY ON YOUR OWN IS SO FUCKING HARD...NO MATTER HOW MANY ENCOURAGING STORIES YOU HEAR OR KNOW PERSONALLY, IT DOESNT CHANGE HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO PUSH AN IDEA THAT IS IN YOUR HEAD. WHETHER IT BE A BUSINESS IDEA OR JUST WANTING TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT IN THE WORLD AND FINDING YOURSELF FUNDING TO DO SO. I BELIEVE THAT TO DESCRIBE THIS FEELING AS DEPRESSING IS A COMPLETE UNDERSTATEMENT. I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN THE ABILITY TO WORK HARD FOR A DREAM AND WANT IT AND CREATE IT AGAINST ALL ODDS. BUT...THE REALITY OF THE GETTING TO THIS DREAM IS THE JOURNEY IN BETWEEN AND THAT JOURNEY IS SUCH, SUCH B.S. IT'S QUITE SURPRISING HOW LITTLE MOMENTS PUSH YOU BACK ON SUCH A DIFFICULT PATH BUT I GUESS THE PRIZE/REWARD OF ACCOMPLISHING THAT DREAM IS FIGHTING THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT IS UNCERTAIN. HOW DIFFICULT IS IT WHEN YOU REALIZ THAT NOTHING IS GUARANTEED AND THAT YOU ARE 100% ACCOUNTABLE FOR YOUR SUCCESS AS YOU ARE WITH YOUR FAILURE..AND OF COURSE YOU SAY TO YOURSELF, "NO FUCKING PRESSURE"