Hearts of Diamond

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I can almost say that i've never been happier in my life. two nights in a row i've woken up at 2am, 5am very excited, anxious. Not really sure what it means but being well aligned. I'm sure anyone who has ever felt like they've followed their spirit, can understand the feeling of a universal "yes"---an approval, an okay to go forth---reassurance.

i'll admit that i've stalled. i've lied to myself. i've fallen dormant but have also fallen in love with allowing things to naturally happen, unforced. i've learned to treat this like a relationship, gradually allowing things to happen to me naturally---absorbing all that i can grab in one big dive. i sound high but i assure you that i'm not high off of anything other than certainty---certainty that my heart is the best compass. i'm now 24 and can say that my heart of diamonds has brought on the unimaginable. in the words of the strokes and whomever came with it first: you only live once....let the journey continue---bring it on, i'm more ready than i've ever been :) xx