
my mom asked me how the meeting w/ the sample maker went and i told her he gave me a fistbump. yeh, and i smirk again. if there is anything the sillicon valley boys taught me, it is that business means 'something different around here.' i love my occasional hand shake but the fist bump means something different. it is incredibly relieving to let go of the ego for a few seconds. just relax, be excited, this is something good. you step back from the "you are a fucking idiot" stare and head shake that you give someone when they ask you a stupid question and the eyebrow raise and squint with the huff and puffing. you get to the point where you can just relax and feel understood. that happens all too rarely. i mean i have a fucking mental blacklist that keeps growing. none of the people know they are on it. thats how much my brain stores. im always thinking, reading and analyzing. so what exactly does the fistbump mean? i dont know, but its a side that my eastcoat self has never seen. although my east coast brain is saying "dont fuck it up" while reaching out my fist.
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